hmm

Today my husband mentioned that his grandparents had 6 kids. And how all of his family has at least 4. That it's not crazy for us to want more. He specifically added that he's not suggesting we have more. But. Why would he bring it up if he wasn't considering it? He knows how much my heart yearns for a little girl. Every time I think I've come to terms with it I get smacked in the face with thepain again. Sometimes it's a dress, or a doll. Sometimes its seeing a round pregnant belly. I'm just not ready for this season of life to be over and it kills me that it is.