I am miserable. My husband swears he doesn't think I'm a bad mom but constantly points out how "normal" people do things better than I do. And likes to constantly point out my flaws. 

I'm seriously to the point of wishing I would just die. At least then he could find a "normal" wife who could be a better mother to my kids. Or maybe I should give the kids to my friend who can't have them and go live under a bridge. I know she's a better mom than me and my kids deserve that.